I am about to sleep & I just woke up

I am about to bond & I just broke up

Am I late to do it all ?

Is it fate carrying me all along ?

or was I on my own ?

in due time it seems that I've grown

Grown enough to be only old

with some stories of my youth still left untold

at a stage I was rushing through time

making haste there committing all the crimes

never thought I would pay for them like this

my simple past is what I so much miss

its ages since I've been honest to me

those pages that I tore to hide so that no one could see

today I am searching

to glue them back

today I am happy without the things I lack

life's given me a lot I never realized

lately but thank god wisdom has arrived

now I am a happy man

I smile by myself

& thats all I can tell...................................................